Another bad one!

Saturday night I had another bad dream! This time it involved my mom trying to take Mikayla away. What is the deal with these dreams. They are only a few days apart and in each one someone is trying to take Mikayla. We went to church on Sunday and had to leave a little early to get some more wedding things done. We went to Adam's parent's house and picked out his pictures for the DVD that will play before the ceremony. I have them all scanned in and on their way from Snapfish. I can't wait to see how they turned out. Then I have to get them to the videographer in St Paul. I can't wait to see it :) I can't decide if I want to see if before the wedding or be surprised. I guess I wouldn't really get to see it if it plays before the ceremony. Anyway, my bridal shower is this Sunday. I am so excited. I think it is all coming together now. I know that Megan and Rhonda got together and went over all the details and stuff so it should be fun. I am so fortunate to have two such great people in my life. ( I have more too :) ) Well, that's about it for now.
TTYL!

Bad Dream

I am in a somewhat bad/weird mood. I think it started with the bad/weird dream I had last night. It was about Mikayla's bio-dad trying to take her from me. Adam was there and was really mad about the whole situation. I can't remember details but I remember the main point. I think it got me thinking about what happens to Mikayla if something happened to me. Would Adam get to keep her or would they try to give her to her bio-dad? After talking it over with one of my friend's at work I decided to make a will. I found out that you don't have to go to a lawyer to make a legal will. You can go to any stationary store, buy the "Will Kit", and get three people to sign with a notary present. That's alot cheaper than paying a lawyer to do it. Then I also started thinking about letting Adam adopt Mikayla. He really wants to and for some reason I am the hesitant one. He is the only "dad" she has known since her 1st birthday, so why not. He hasn't paid child support since 12-06 and hasn't seen her since her first birthday by his own choice. Maybe he would love getting out of having to pay child support anyway. I just fear that she will be turn to me later in life and be upset for not putting forth an effort to find him or contact him. I don't want her to feel abandoned by him or think that I was keeping her from him by any means. He just up and left and never told me he was moving or leaving the state or anything. He just didn't ever call again to see her. I feel so bad for her. Anyway it is Friday the 13th today too so you know kind of just a weird day all together.
TTYL.

Another Day

So most of you that will read this already knows that Adam and I are having problems with our apartment building and the security that it does NOT provide. Last night after picking up Mikayla I found that the front security door had paper shoved into the latches therefore restricting the door from locking. My 3 year old daughter was able to push this huge and heavy door open all by herself. Nice security! After getting the mail I went upstairs, dropped everything and grabbed my camera. I immediately went back downstairs and took pictures of the situation. This is not the first time that paper has been shoved in the locks. Usually it is our side security door, but the front door I feel is a lot more serious! I am preparing to print out all these photos that I have been taking and package that with a long letter to the office explaining that they need to fix these issues or lose several renters. I am so tired of this! Anyway I just wanted to vent about that since I am so frustrated with it!

Our wedding plans are still coming along. I just realized yesterday after I got the invitation to Megan's wedding that I should probably start making the invitations. I think we have one box and need like 3 more boxes. I am working on getting all the photos in order for the DVD that will play before the ceremony. There is like 60 photos that I have to get in order and off to the videographer. Fun times!

I am finally a full time employee with Wells Fargo! YAY!! Starting July 16th I will be eligible for all the Wells Fargo perks. I am so excited. My benefits won't kick until until September 1st, but that's ok. They have great benefits so it is worth the wait. I need to start planning for Mikayla's birthday party too. Lots to do. Well, back to work. TTYL!

This is the Beginning...
So it seems like everyone is leaning towards these free Blog sites now for those that don't have myspace or maybe just need a separate venue to vent. This seems like a good idea. Just be careful who you tell about these to. There are a lot of weirdo's out there nowadays that will read all your personal messages and use that against you. Get a life....really! Anyway this is kind of my test run to see how it all looks and hopefully I will blog more soon. TTYL!